Unofficially, I’ve been in quarantine for over 3 years. But I’ve been in conscious anti-corona quarantine for 22 days now. As far as I know, I’m not going insane from it.

Meow after the update I posted yesterday about cooking and then sending e-mails, I fell asleep again. Woke up around 9 PM and cooked then. I find it too late (time of day wise) to send them e-mails now.

1 can of beans, 1 can of corn and 1 can of tomatoes got me this much food πŸ™‚

I can eat from this tomorrow as well yay. πŸ˜€ I haven’t gone grocery shopping in 11 days now meow. Also haven’t been outside my apartment building since then. I can keep this up for quite some time still, I think. Especially because the amount of food my body craves per day becomes less every day. Which is double the yays meow I’m losing those extra kg’s that slipped in from Christmas onward.

This and 3 slices of toast are what I’ve eaten in 24 hours meow that’s nothing in comparison to what I ate in December

It’s unfortunate that I’m out of fresh products (unfrozen fruit, vegetables and fish). I only have what I call “astronaut food” now. Canned stuff, frozen stuff and everlasting carbs like rice, couscous, spaghetti and corn flour. I’d rather get my nutrition from as natural products as possible. But I could last on this for a while. I still have at least 4 cans of tomatoes and after today I’m switching to what I’ll call “1 can meals”. (Don’t follow this example if you still dare to go grocery shopping. πŸ™ )

I have never gotten out of bed so fast

Since it’s too late to send out e-mails and my sleep schedule is super awesome, I was planning to post this update and then slay zombies on my Nintendo Switch (and maybe also play some Crash Bandicoot), already in bed. But then I got this e-mail and dashed out of bed to get my laptop immediately. Meow I love GTA. πŸ™‚ V es best edition. And since I got paid today… πŸ™‚

I planned on not spending anything at all this month, aside from paying rent, internet and web hosting. But there is definitely room for this treat. πŸ™‚

Meow I’m expecting inflation because of panic buying, so that’s why I have intentions of saving up.

Haha you know what’s messed up? I dreamt that very long ago I had put two blocks of butter in the freezer to extend its shelf life, and I just found that in the freezer. When I woke up I hadn’t yet realized that that “new information”, so I thought of all of the tasty things I could make with that butter. Only to later realize that it was just a dream. πŸ™ Haha meow I want to make garlic butter naan. πŸ™ (Though I don’t even have yoghurt haha meow. πŸ™ )

Here are some more memes I’ve collected over time:

Meow I’m going to slay zombies until GTA is done downloading. And meow I wish Tishe were in my quarantine.


01:07 (AM) [CET]; Kievitwijk, Antwerpiyae

Good morning liefjeee β™₯ β™₯ β™₯

When gaming was starting to become frustrating, I spontaneously decided to make brownies from the nesquik and Nutella in my house. I also cleaned half my kitchen, did some squats and have taken a long shower.

They’re all right πŸ™‚

Meow I’ve been having crazy chocolate cravings lately, but this is the chocolattiest I can get meow. (It doesn’t satisfy my chocolate cravings because I’m greedy with the use of my Nutella so it doesn’t taste that chocolatey. πŸ™ )

I wanted to clean my entire kitchen, vacuum clean, mop the floor, do some deep cleaning with chemicals and all that and finally start focusing on piano jazz chords. But after taking a break from washing dishes to silence my loud stomach with a brownie, my tiredness kicked in. This is my bed time haha. But I wanted to show you my brownies.

Also I don’t know when I should send e-mail and if I should send it at all meow I don’t know how to interact with people anymore and what is yay to say and what is nay to say. I’m overthinking this. πŸ™

Also I’ve been having these Tishe cravings that really need to be satisfied meow aaarghhh.

& By the way the main reason why I don’t even want to go outside for groceries is because catching the virus now would be such a waste of all of this quarantine effort meow. Es trippy though meow 22 days ago I was working down this little bucket list, going to Rivierenhof, buying myself expensive cocktails, painting, wanting to get waffles for breakfast delivered to my home and stuff and now everything is locked down. And this is just the beginning of this pandemic drama meow… We should better make it a little fun with my estafette idea.

By the way live stream city drag racing (cars lol) could be a social distancing sport?

Aarghhh I’ll be sleeping alone once again. Oh meow ehm I mean PillowTishe will be cuddling me to sleep yay.

Kusjeee x


07:33 (AM) [CET]; Kievitwijk, Antwerpiyae

Meow it has been a while since I’ve eaten dinner around 6 PM. But yes, dinner in bed was nice. πŸ™‚

Ha I dreamt that I walked into my high school at a busy moment and Catthierry, at the entrance, told me that he was in love with me and then I told him that I was going to take a walk around the school first before I responded because I didn’t know how to respond and then after that walk I told him that the feeling was mutual and later we became sexy and powerful. I don’t know the exact details of it anymore but meow the beginning statement came so unexpectedly and my heart was yayed so it’s in its memory now. I love all my Graeynissis as dearly as that.

Part of me finds that I shouldn’t be exclusive with anyone ever so I don’t favor any Inner Crown member over the other. Another part of me finds that I am entitled a best friend and people I get to know better and better, to whom I can express myself in person more frequently.

This post has become too random to send e-mail and then land on this post.

So I’ll continue sharing my utmost random and then later regret putting all of this on the internet. On my business (its) blog.

It’s impossible for me to imagine the future without Victishe by my side. Which is odd because I haven’t seen or spoken to him in forever et cetera. (Also I try to think along but if he thinks I am yays then I wouldn’t know how he can come here to redeem his yays. In my eyes any strategy to achieve it is big yays.)

He is, feelings wise, equal to any member of the Inner Crown. There’s just something in the way he waved when I didn’t know he was part of the group interaction and something in the way he clenched his hand that makes me want to give him infinite kusjes. Also he has dream height for cuddling and more. And his experience is closest to what I need to know to run D.O.C.I.S. International.

If it’s possible for me to give him infinite kusjes then I hope it won’t take like another year. I hope that if he were to come here and redeem his kusjes, that would be seen as essential travel. Same goes for entire Inner Crown. Hopefully also putting Belgium on the map even better.

It is the “Your crush will never be yours” memes that make me overthink this kind of stuff. Hopefully there is just some legitimate reason why I’m left alone instead of getting Inner Crown kusjes. I can’t think of any reason why, but I also know only one side of the story with certainty: mine.

I’ll be watching pewdie petje and cheesing over Inner Crown kusjes meow ciaooo x


19:13 (07:13 PM) [CET]; Kievitwijk, Antwerpiyae

Ha another concern is “What if he’s not a good kisser?” Es biggest concern meow. I can’t go for the eternal with someone whose kisses I don’t enjoy. Haha pressureee….?


19:40 (07:40 PM) [CET]; Kievitwijk, Antwerpiyae