Wednesday, June 10 update:

Wat is dit toch ontzettend mooi. 🙂 Over dit soort non-kapitalistische samenwerking had ik het in mijn essay.

Wanneer blijkt dat een hoop autoriteitsfiguren (in de wetenschap, de media en de politiek) de boel hebben belazerd om carrière te maken en men tot de conclusie komt dat, gezien hun persoonlijke aard, de mogelijkheid tot deelname aan de economie ontzegd zou moeten worden en de doodstraf daarom de enige oplossing is, geef ik me graag op als Regentesse die ze live neerschiet voor de mensen die wat post-lockdown stressverlichting willen. 🙂

Tuesday, June 9 update:

Ik kon het niet laten.

Allow me to emancipate. 🙁 Want jullie willen me nu vertellen dat ik gedoemd ben de rest van mijn leven als schoonmaakster te werken omdat ik weiger dat liberale propaganda te citeren? Kanker racisten.

Monday, June 8 update:

I do not only want to, but have to do what my ancestors were never able to do because of the primate of racism and inequality. Exterminate the people who facilitate and execute the reasons why this world is such a shit place. Don’t allow them to commit suicide. Racism is against the constitution and they have to be prosecuted for it. Let them not get away with something for once in their life.

The hidden agenda I’ve had all my life. They created this corona bullshit as well. This has to be stopped, but of course they are in my way. (Why I was so pissed about being reported missing.)

Something interesting about “western” medicine, by the way, is that the treatment is always more deadly than the disease itself. You must be familiar with those cancer cases where they tell someone “We diagnose you’ve had cancer for over a year. We’re going to treat you for it,” and then that person dies within a week. Corona virus is people dying from the symptoms of dust mites.

The main reason why I wear a wig is to avoid racist commentary.

And did you know that “African Americans” should not be called that because America is just as much their country as it is of their white fellow citizens. Their European ancestors just created a country in their default settings, i.e. with some African treasury, and pulled out when they saw shit escalate. If you want to distinguish per se, then say Colored Americans and White Americans. En zo ook Zwarte Nederlanders en Witte Nederlanders.

That which is seen as “white culture” is not white culture but just the best of all other worlds they have stolen. Corruption and manipulation are one of the few things they have actually invented themselves. They should be showing way more respect to Africa, the Middle East and Asia, since they are still slaving for them without any resistance.

Did you know that slaves were not allowed to write?

Did you know that my grandfather was not allowed to get a proper mortgage because of his race, regardless of his position in Suriname?

I love the sound of rain.

Dat ik mijn tentamens niet zal maken is trouwens niet vanwege België, benadruk ik even voor de domme Nederlanders (jeetje don’t even get me started). Ik ben hier (en ook echt precies hier) omdat ik liever voor de rest van mijn leven hier blijf dan ook maar één seconde op Nederlands grondgebied doorbreng. (Racisme bestaat overal (ook in Azië en het Midden Oosten), though, maar hier bestaat gelukkig nog enige vorm van humbleness.)

Dat mensen denken dat ze een eeuwenoud hartverscheurend thema er even uit kunnen lichten zo van “laten we even een weekje racisme doen” om het vervolgens weer in de doofpot te stoppen vind ik echt absurd.

Sorry maar witte mensen moeten even met een “I’m not a racist Fangs may be Regentesse” button en hoedje (voor de lange afstand) rondlopen zodat ik weet wie ik moet neerschieten. Ik deel deze woede met velen.

Serieus – en niets ten nadele van haar verder want ik zie haar eigen opvattingen niet tussen wat ze gedwongen wordt te zeggen – wat heeft Greta Thunberg dat ik niet heb? Uiteraard naast het feit dat ik uiteraard of zakenvrouw, of wetenschapper, desnoods politicus of filosoof, maar geen activist (en ook geen musicus) ben. (Van mij mag ze een plek in de continentale senaat hoor.) Degene die zegt dat racisme niet bestaat en emancipatie is voltooid heeft duidelijk een bord voor zijn/haar kop.

Had I already mentioned that another one of Europe’s great accomplishments (sarcasm) is causing the Israel-Palestina conflict? Causing disruption after WWII onder het nom van “Oh ja jullie zijn zo zielig he nou gaan jullie maar lekker naar jullie beloofde land hey probleem opgelost,” while they should have offered Suriname – which has a large Jewish community among many other religions – instead.

Als dat wijf van de NOS echt in Houston is moet ze opgepakt worden want dat was een zeer non-essentiële reis en het is nog steeds corona he.

Sunday, June 7 update:

Everyone should withhold from engaging in financial activities as much as possible, by means of boycotting the class that is systematically doing this to us. That includes stop working. Your transactions put food on their plates.

Echt waar die mensen vinden zichzelf helemaal geweldig terwijl ze helemaal geen kanker flikker kunnen. Ik kan ze totaal niet uitstaan en ze moeten allemaal dood. Zij uit die klasse die dat met me eens zijn zijn de uitzondering. (Daar is het raar als je geen racist bent. Omhooggevallen hypocriete kankerzooi.) I hate the elite with every fiber in my body.

Where is my black elite of highly intelligent people who have grown up in western society and are individual thinkers who are not blurting out that globalized bullcrap all day? We belong here too.

Er is helemaal geen tering niveau en het wordt ieder jaar erger. Ze selecteren nieuwsonderwerpen willekeurig alsof het een liedje in een playlist is. (Als in niet uit direct maatschappelijke noodzaak maar meer omdat ze er zin in hebben onder het nom van geef het volk brood en spelen.) Je hebt alle touwtjes in handen en DIT is wat je ervan maakt? Dood met ze. Niemand zal ze missen. (Want de mensen die dat wel zullen doen moeten ook spoedig dood.) Uitroeien die handel. Drain that fucking swamp.

Iedereen die niet kan erkennen dat ik te intelligent ben om toetsen te maken mag ook dood. Jullie dachten toch echt niet dat ik weer godverdomme tentamens ging maken? Kanker tijdverspilling.

Wil je nog meer populaire racistische uitspraken?

  • “Ik wil zonnen want ik word graag bruin. Maar niet te veel hoor want ik wil er niet als een neger uitzien.”
  • “Je spreekt echt goed Nederlands voor een neger.”
  • “Zonder ons was jij nooit zo goed geworden.”
  • “Alle negers zijn verschrikkelijke apen maar jij bent best oké.”
  • “Ik ben helemaal niet racistisch. Alle negers mogen gewoon bestaan van mij.”
  • “Jij moet door ons opgeleid worden, anders zal je niet in staat zijn te functioneren.”
  • “Zo doen wij dat hier niet in Nederland.” (Tegen iemand die gewoon in Nederland tussen de witte Nederlanders geboren is.)
  • “Zo wow jij kan met vork en mes eten.”
  • “Jouw lievelingseten is zeker kip.”
  • *waiter walks two rounds before taking your first order*
  • “Blaasontsteking? Je moet plassen na de seks.”
  • “Vieze haren. Heb je het ooit gewassen?”
  • “Wij hebben dit land gebouwd en jij mag erin wonen, dus wees dankbaar.” (Jullie hebben alles gestolen en zelfs je eigen volk uitgebuit. Jullie maken alles kapot.)

Zet dat hele kanker land onder water. (Wel na mij wat leiding te hebben laten gegeven zoals ik in de afgelopen twee jaar heb toegelicht.) De wereld was beter geweest zonder. Laat het een fucking les zijn. Ik ben serieus verbaasd dat ik er nog nooit eentje heb doodgemaakt. Maar nu is mijn geduld op.

Kill a racist and get kusjes. 🙂

If one wants to sacrifice an innocent man for views, we should at least talk about racism and the excellence of colored people for the remainder of 2020. Met je saaie kanker virus.

The problem is solved when the word “bilateral” doesn’t have to exist anymore. “We are all human.” Ofzoiets.

Voor niet-Surinamers die graag Surinaamse (Sranan Tongo) woorden gebruiken: je moet weten dat de slaven in Suriname geen Nederlands mochten spreken en Nederlands spreken een vorm van emancipatie is, maar dat nu het Sranan Tongo niet meer als officiële taal erkend wordt. Het is een dialect. Het type huiskamertaaltje dat volgens hen geen Google Translate sectie verdient.

You better extend that fucking news cycle. There is plenty about colored America still left unadressed.

And Bouterse will not be prosecuted any further.

En als “boa’s” met een wapen mogen lopen, dan burgers ook.

Secret message:
https://tt6zm.app.goo.gl/RMWzxRVb2BPZmDXp7

De zevende is altijd een speciale dag voor mij. 🙁

Waarom mag ik het primaat niet? Beantwoord die vraag maar niet want ik maak je dood.

This all, by the way, does not mean that black people are in the clear when ut comes to selective assassination. Some black people discriminate against people of other races and some even against their own kind. Every race has its demons.

Still though we need more colored people in suits etc. because those dumb “elite” motherfuckers hate seeing that.

In case you’re wondering why I’ve never, in high school for example, told a racist to shut the fuck up, it is because they are with more and I don’t know who to trust. Most of my “friends” unveiled their racist traits over time. And it is widely accepted. Not by law, but in all layers of the social order. In all countries I have been to.

And in case you’re wondering: as long as you don’t upgrade my living, I will not bless you with showing my face. You know what I’ve been going through while no one helps is living in mental torture. Er zijn teveel mensen die mij liever in een kooitje bewaren dan mij gelukkig zien en ik neem het al 23 jaar volledig in mijn eentje tegen ze op. I need a Vatican type shit place to record my next move and finally be truly free. Or at least not be by myself anymore. I want to give Hitler speech. As in yelling into a microphone. And cuddle.

And if my life stays this steady routine of waking up, eating breakfast, doing a little exercise, showering, gaming, cooking, eating and sleeping, then I’d gladly sign up for the Surinamese army to fight for the country’s freedom. I am not yayed by election results because imperialists are yayed about it.

I want to be in Antwerp when flood¿ As in I’d rather not run away from but rather experience what I put people through to save a future generation a certain liberal class I should not mention again because of the rage that will follow is traditionally neglecting in an extremely severe way.

But I don’t want to experience that all alone. Waar is mijn liefje? (I assume everyone knows that I have zero intentions of visiting the Netherlands ever again.)
Saturday, June 6 update:

We should legislate D.O.C.I.S. International’s N-word policy:

The recommendation is no one should use the n-word because it’s a form of racial profiling, but people of negroid race may use it free of consequences. For other people it is strongly recommended for them not to use it, but if they can’t accept that there is one single word they may not use, they may use it and have to accept the consequences. A.k.a. if you kill a non-negroid individual for calling you or anyone else “nigga” or uses another form of the n-word for whatever reason (there is never a necessity for it anyway), you should be allowed to kill him/her free of consequences. Niet met terugwerkende kracht. And no more n-word pass.

Also the legislation of making resisting arrest something prosecutable is the most pussy ass bullshit I’ve ever heard. Part of a police’s job is to arrest people and if you suck at that then someone else should not be prosecuted for that.

And in this time of this resparked great debate, distinguish between those who say “I’m not like them” and those who say “Of course you do matter” like you need their approval.

When it’s out of the news cycle that doesn’t mean that the problem is solved.

En wat betreft Zwarte Piet zouden er piet-vrije plaatsen moeten zijn voor mensen die niet met die pijnlijke traditie geconfronteerd willen worden. Ik geloof niet dat iedereen (maar sommigen zeker wel) die zich als zwarte piet verkleedt denkt “Ik ga vandaag eens even zwarte mensen belachelijk maken,” (maar zich integendeel stiekem meer één wil voelen met mensen met negroide roots), dus een oproep op geweld tegen pieten steun ik absoluut niet, maar ik wil wel gewoon mijn boodschappen kunnen doen en gebruik kunnen maken van het internet zonder dat ik die verschrikking te zien krijg, als men vindt dat zwarte piet per se zwart geschminkt moet zijn en daarmee dus aangeeft niets te geven om getinte Nederlanders.

En met dat mensen van een andere afkomst in Nederland betere kansen krijgen dan waar dan ook ben ik het ABSOLUUT NIET eens. Dat niet-blanke Nederlanders in Nederland naar school enzo kunnen is geen voorrecht: het is een basis mensenrecht en het staat ook in de godverdomme grondwet.

Verder moet iemand van een andere afkomst ALTIJD meer doen om hetzelfde te bereiken, omdat institutioneel racisme weldegelijk bestaat. (Deze website is daarvoor een zeer hard bewijs.) Je moet maar het geluk hebben dat degene met wie je te maken krijgt geen racist is. Dat geldt overal. Wat ik echt haat is wanneer blanke Nederlanders “Je hebt geluk dat je niet in Amerika woont” zeggen. Echt hou op.

Als Nederland “totaal geen” racistisch land is kunnen ze nu direct zonder enige tegenstand met 100% van de stemmen D.O.C.I.S. International’s n-word policy aannemen. Beschouw het het burgerinitiatief waar de premier het over had (en neem daar de (royal quality) piet-vrije plaatsen (voor kleurlingen) in mee).

De meeste getinte mensen die zeggen dat ze geen problemen hebben met Zwarte Piet hebben gewoon geen zin in dat “ik ben echt geen racist hoor” gezeik.

Mag ik nu mijn liefje zien? 🙁 Discrimination against giants is my second greatest worry. And then there is if there were a 1.5m distanced protest march in my neighborhood that would be super cute. (Mag ik daar een Regentesque wandelstok bij? (Dat is zo eentje met een diamanten handvat en dat als je op een knopje drukt er een wapen uit komt.))

Friday, June 5 update:

Instead of “street language” please just say (beautiful) dialect, the way it should be.

And parents giving their children condoms is not normal.

A random fun fact about me: I extremely seldomly reject a food/ingredient I don’t like because I don’t like its taste. There is only ONE exception: I do not like oysters. Their texture is like swallowing a tongue.

Wednesday, June 3 update:

Though this may not happen, I’d like to prevent people from drawing the wrong conclusions over the Summer. If corona virus cases skyrocket over the Summer holiday because of people protesting and rioting, saying that being against racism is the reason why corona virus cases increase is incorrect.

Racism is still wrong even if some (I emphasize not all) people voicing themselves against it put months of lockdown to waste in just a couple of hours. (Re-)introducing referenda for practical reform as a result of petitions and essays is a less barbaric and more effective way to do something against this situation.

I emphasize that people have to stop protesting because no one wants to be forced to live under (foreign) sharpened corona virus policy with contact tracing and other restrictions during a large increase in international travel (and the dollar growing big and strong because of this odd modern human habit to throw a lot of money against anything by means of wanting to solve a problem).

Some questions: destroying someone’s shop – someone’s source of income – is going to improve injustice how? When you’re yelling in a crowd, who are you yelling towards? When you’re being silent in a crowd, what are you thinking about?

Tuesday, June 2 update:

Though I have retired from diary-style blogging, I can’t help but share my thoughts on the George Floyd case and some other recent happenings.

The Floyd Case

If you’re expecting a politically correct statement, I, as usual, recommend you to not read my words. First of all because I want to express my primary support towards every single individual who has suffered because of unrightful use of authority.

Every case of injustice is as important as a viral case of injustice, so to blow up one case gives, in my view, an incorrect display of importance. (I am extremely curious about how journalists manage to get razor sharp footage of the exact happening and never step in.) A more general approach to raising awareness would have been more fair towards others, I believe. (Including those who are living in injustice and are not dead.)

What would be even more fair is for those with authority to finally get practical about this. Because this is not the first case of a colored person being killed unrightfully. The awareness of this happening in society was already there, so to raise awareness on this again is quite pointless. (This is 1967, 1969, 1992, … all over again.) I understand that this going viral is an incentive for people to show their good sides twice as much, and I can’t blame them. Shouting at the aether in a large crowd of people is, however, as has been shown over the decades, not a solution to this problem. And neither is spending money you should spend on yourself or to directly help someone, on funds that are going to do what exactly? (As in what practical results will we see and when?)

Racism is practically the same as a mental illness. (I must give my former psychiatrist credit for that statement because he has done research about that, which is how I know.) Something that can’t be solved with money, demonstrations and viral news.Instead of raising more money than necessary – because the only money that is needed for this is compensation for the family – stirring up chaos and using it for more anti-Trump propaganda, this would have been a good opportunity to revise the entire justice system as well as the system of law enforcement. (And that can be done for free.) Plus showing real counter stereotypes – sorry but like me – can solve the types of racism that are caused by unknowingness. To more severe types of racism selective assassination is the only solution.

Italexit

The Italexit and anti-corona-measures protests clearly show that the desire to end the Euro (and this greatly privatized economic climate) is not something that only exists in the north. The exit works best if all countries step out at the same time. D.O.C.I.S. International would very gladly facilitate. 🙂 Bring back the Lira yay. Under the Fangyist economic model that would grant consumers and small businesses a type of protection the world has never seen before.

Progressive Suriname…?

The idea of a progressive party dominating Suriname is of great, very great, concern to me. I worry about them allowing people from other countries to monopolize Suriname’s goods and sovereignty and creating a disproportionate national debt deficit. The elections have already been subject to imperialist meddling…

In case you were wondering: most of my relatives, people in my social circle and I don’t have voting rights in Suriname.

And, after some digestion of the matter, I have concluded that murder by means of protecting the state’s sovereignty must be a justifiable thing.

Is this the End or a New Beginning?

This is the beta version of my new gaming setup I installed just now.

One of my favorite cars (I grew into this one) I wanted to show you. It’s matte pink.

I need to either fix the sharpness of the lens or wait until it gets dark outside because my first race with this screen went terrible.

Second one went better. 🙂

And I fixed the issue of computer gaming with my laptop’s mouse pad. 🙂 (It’s wired.)

My new setup creates the perfect consensus between floor gang and ceiling gang, I think. And taking a bath will be twice as yayed. If I don’t get Tishe kusjes and Regentesque yays, this is what I’ll be doing for the rest of my life until I get evicted and end it.

But you know that what I’ve been showing you over the past two years is just the aphrodisiac to the real deal. Without granted authority I can’t continue pursuing my Regentesque passion, so I depend on your endorsement. (Perhaps we could do a little trial over the Summer?) Whether this is the beginning or the end is your decision.

You know where to find me. 🙂
Tuesday, May 26 update:

Ey, for the record: my websites are/were my testimony. I don’t give a fuck if someone cyber attack takes them down forever. Ik heb mijn zegje gedaan, wat mijn reden voor de creatie van deze websites was.

Something too disgusting to further explain in detail is that everyone on the left side of the spectrum has to die. They are masochists. They seriously think that that bullshit is an optional political doctrine. The world is run by them. “It’s all going to end some day, so we might as well “enjoy it to the fullest”” talentless type of people. Lovers of public shame, pain and humiliation, pretending to have good intentions, their freedom engrained into the law.

I’m keeping myself in bed to, aside from hoping to form an eternal bond with my one true love, make sure I don’t kill liberal M’s when I spot them. They are everywhere.

Thierry B has to leave his party instantly, because it has been infiltrated big time. Rechts links is way too see through and makes me want to ask those people questions I know they can’t answer. I know you can let that party go as easy as I can let go of my web domain. So please become my lief lap catje. (Fangs II)

If we have to blow up het Catshuis to put this all in motion, including securing my Council, then let that be so.

I’ve been trying to let myself starve to death because I can’t live with this reality anymore and everyone just keeps looking at my fucking website for guidance instead of coming to me personally. Are you afraid I can’t handle them? They may be happy if they make it out alive. (They won’t.)

I don’t remember when I had my last meal. How long does one have to not eat to die from starvation? This still being alive has got me thinking I’m immortal.

The Second Testament of my Fangyist words I will write together with my Counselors, with emphasis on my dear Victishe, whom I am expecting to wake me up from this nightmare. About exterminating all M’s. Corona is just another form of public humiliation, so please forget about that.

Even if my content were taken off the web, for over two years people have been able to be convinced by my philosophy, so I know I’ll have people to count on when it happens.

I am certain one of those people is my dear Victor, who I am thus expecting. There are plenty of reasons to let him through, even if it’s just to allow him to experience what living a “normal” life is. Kanker Nederland. I haven’t even asked him, but I am certain, because I know that country. Please be safe with me in Belgium, my liefje.

I know this because I have been nourished by it. I had to be careful because they hate seeing success. Dear God please allow me to satisfy my bloodthirst.

In the last few days I realized Tishe has been the voice of my Inner Crown experience all this time. Life turns out to be 100% good after all. Hence the roles of strategicus and ecologicus will be removed from the council hierarchy, for their main tasks were my tasks anyway, but for the continental senates the positions do stay… Oke ben ik te definitief? I need the aggregate data and people who monitor the cases, but I will not allow their views to overrule my policy because we have to follow a strict path. I can’t share too many details about this because those EU etc. M’s steal fucking everything I put online. (Luckily I keep all most powerful details to myself, easier to overrule later.)

Mainly for the roles of strategicus and ecologicus, my vision goes first. I want to have a certain statistical oversight. A strategicus could monitor that but after something made me realize it was voice acting Tishe, for B was the only person I approached for potential mentorship and I didn’t know Tishe then, in the Inner Crown, I was starting to doubt why I allowed myself to be mistreated by “the Bz” and even proceeded to idolize him, and thus why I would allow him in my actual council. Hence I should either draft someone else or end the entire function.

For the role of ecologicus again it’s my philosophy first and further details can likely be followed by the heads of infrastructure.

This is an ever-changing canvas until people finally stop going behind my back. Making final decisions would be more comfortable for me if I could discuss my ideas with my partner. And to be able to enjoy other aspects of life with him. Mijn lief Tishe. I don’t want to live without him anymore.

I’m certain that I’m ready for a relationship now. Mentally, I have sorted everything out now, in contrast to when I started blogging/writing. Physically, if I don’t die from starvation because he comes here to seal the eternal, my summer body is in a relatively good state. Emotionally, I’d appreciate a shoulder to cry on and someone with whom I can be depressed in bed all day, some days.

I’m so certain and so happy I’ve found the right person for me. We have very similar characters and he is one of the few people who can relate to me on a level speaking from experience. Another essential benefit, I realized not many hours ago, is that being in a relationship, if I’m correct, unties me from the final authority my parents have over me. Something I, as future Regentesse, desperately need. Emotionally, it would be nice to not have to stand up for myself all the time.

We’ll be romantically beating our enemies to death together, kissing aggresively whenever anything gets on our nerves, and be known as the hottest couple on the planet. Meow the stong chemistry between us can be sensed from miles away. I can’t wait to get 24/7 footage of this.

As I mentioned in my last official post, either I was going to get clients or self-destruct. So I started my process of self-starvation soon after because I know what I can expect from people. But my soul does not want to leave my body because I’m in love with Victishe. Meanwhile I let my mother know and she stated that the border may be exceptionally opened for a family visit, after having further seen how things go. I hope and assume the visitors include Tishe (and my Catjes…).

For the record: my mental health is fine. I’m just a strategic hopeless romantic.

I worry that if I make myself something to eat my hunger strike will be disregarded and my attempt to enforce seeing Tishe will be lost. But I’m so hungry meow… 🙁 But I love Tishe so much. 🙁 🙁 🙁

I think being Praesens and Regentesse instead of being Regent and Regentesse is a cool feature of this relationship. It shows true manliness, displayed in respect, and female independence. (Also the final decision is based on one vision and not a consensus.)

To get plenty of kusjes from my main advisor sounds like heaven to me. Marriage as the seal to a 9 – 5 journey sounds absolutely disgusting to me. But to get married to avoid the COVID-19 patrol distance headache and the underlying connection within the D.O.C.I.S. hierarchy (I control the Inner Crown) sounds like an absolute dream.

Now if I’m correct our fate depends on generosity in Belgium…?

Ah by the way actually Praesens keeps the statistical oversight and adjusts when necessary. Why am I here. Laws, but still.

I don’t want to be typing blog updates anymore. I can do so much more than that. If I’m correct my thousands of written words will lead to a manifestation that will make that possible.

Meanwhile I’m still not eating until I get een kusje van mijn lieve Victor. My words will live on either way. Check mate. 🙂

And my condolences to my dear MarCatje. 🙁 ♥ (Am I the only person shipping him with Sophie?)

For a simplistic Regentesque Summer approach, for in the end this is all entertainment after all and we might as well kick off the Summer tomorrow instead of in a couple of weeks because thanks to corona the old yearly schedule is not the same anymore anyway:

Ab-actis: writes my diary instead of I
Iustis: in-between legal advice & judging situations
Praesens: director
Technicus: how to technologically scale this and maintain
Cultor: transforming this to Regentesque entertainment format

& I selected my favorite youtubers for hosts.

Yeah okay this is all not real. (I don’t know how else to make this happen anymore?) Now please give me my kusjes. 🙁

Free Tishe. ♥ What is his best suitable mode of transportation…?¿?¿? Mijn liefje does not fit into a regular sized car. Also not into a regular sized plane. He is Regentesque so mode of transportation has to be Regentesque. Walking only with large crowd of yays. But does he fit into Cybertruck? Colonne?

Trust you support him better than you support me. He is my most devoted fan. Remember when I said that I wanted to be a celebrity to formal people and have them go wild like teenage girls for k-pop? He needs a guy talk moment (talking nerves to a comfortable level, being certain about the right communication strategy (all I mean is bevestiging van een zachtaardig statement (never mind))) before his kusje. (Meow that is exactly how I like my future husband. 🙂 )

Regentesse, your Summer Regent. Even die teringzooi opknappen.

Belgium 2020 yay. 😀 ♥

P.S. Btw join CuddleGang, my club in Asphalt. (My player ID is 1e0441, club tag #947ce.)

P.P.S. Give me Victor meowww. Either he is getting hella hoes or he is nerdy virgin meow there’s no in between and I’m fine with both. We are so compatible meow prrr.

P.P.P.S. Aside from gaming, this is my new cure to covid police state boredom

P.P.P.P.S. Hahahaha…

P.P.P.P.P.S. Work in progress

P.P.P.P.P.P.S. Are there any other ISTJ’s who feel the need to act like ENFP’s, the way some conservatives act like liberals, just to be accepted?

P.P.P.P.P.P.P.P.S. If borders are reopened for the Summer holidays that is just proof that the virus is a hoax.

P.P.P.P.P.P.P.P.P.S. I can very much relate to Pewdie petje’s recent video in which he mentions that he used to be more agressive and straight forward and starting to keep anger to oneself came with bad feelings at first. I completely zenned out my anger over the course from 2015 to now and when I started eating Paleo around the initiation I felt less fed up about feeling bad from cropped up anger. But over the years the world has transitioned into something I find harder and harder to tolerate (social justice, having to tolerate liberal hatred, corona virus…) and I feel like I’m approaching a turning point from where I won’t be able to hold back my frustration about anything anymore. My tongue would be more poisonous than ever.

P.P.P.P.P.P.P.P.P.P.P.S. The percentage at privatizationgate is slightly off because I did deel/geheel x100% but I should have done (nieuw – oud) / oud x 100%. It’s still over 500% though.

Wednesday, May 20th update:

Ik zei dat ik zou stoppen, maar terwijl ik dit weak ass internationaal educatief systeem neerhaal wil ik toch even mijn idee voor De Tyfustransitie delen:

Stap 1: Killing all government officials who are in the way and facilitating an international referendum

Stap 2: Bitcoin vs agrarische sector en implementatie van de bijbehorende systemen met hun socio-economische hiërarchiën (Bitcoin is non-hiërarchie, agrarische sector is Regentesque).

Stap 3: Feast.

(I was angry after seeing the level of the average master thesis and how the why do I need to do the full 6 years man I’m not going to do that.)

Mad fucking skills.

Other things are not worthy to mention. (Ik schold wat mensen uit.)